You break my heart into a million pieces

Friends Only

1/30/07 // 06:02 pm

so decided to make this a friends only journal...
..........So yeah if you want me to add you you're going to have to comment... Also if you're just adding me for my graphics then you might as well just add

armed_nd_ready cuz I will never post any graphics in this journal.

What I'm feelin' like: geeky

geeky

Tunes: The Sound by The Mercy Mile

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yeah, well...

3/10/06 // 12:10 am

*cries* I've been away from you guys for way, way too long. I really need a computer so that I can vent on here.... I'm starting to lose myself into depression and I feel like crying all the time. The only good thing in my life right now is that my dad is doing fine. His cancer cell count hasn't gone up that much and he's feeling really well....

Everytime I get on to a computer I never can think of what I've been wanting to write about for days and weeks and it really frustrates me... I hope that you are all doing very well... I really really miss reading everyone's entries.. seriously.

Love you all

Tags: i don't even know

What I'm feelin' like: drained

drained

Tunes: Moulin Rouge!

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points to icon Ben Foster kills me dead.

12/17/05 // 11:39 pm

( how was my year?? Well, I'll tell you... )

Tags: meme

What I'm feelin' like: bored

bored

Tunes: SNL

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Huh?

12/17/05 // 05:30 pm

I was just looking at my user info and I noticed that I have 5 random people who have added me and have never asked me to add them.

So I sorta writing this post to them. if you add me ask me to add you back otherwise I won't. Don't be afraid I won't bite... unless you really want me to lol... oh and if you're from Redding and I'm not friends with you don't bother asking me to add you. No offense to you, but I just hate most of the people who live here.

What I'm feelin' like: amused

amused

Tunes: She's Nubs By NOFX

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Holiday Love Meme (secret santa style)

12/10/05 // 12:51 am

Go, and give me some holiday cheer :D

What I'm feelin' like: cold

cold

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11/3/05 // 10:58 pm

so yeah I'm going to pimp out the new community I just made...

pattinson_icons. yep I just couldn't resist. So yeah if you want to pimp it out to your firends and join that would be wonderful and I'll love you forever and ever :D

Tags: pimping, robert pattinson

What I'm feelin' like:

nauseated

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Small Friends Cut

10/30/05 // 12:28 am

So I made a small friends cut (some of these people I cut a while ago but I'm just now posting that i cut them)....
So if you want me to add you again then just comment on this post and I'll add you again or if I asked you to add me and I cut you then you can just delete me off your flist...

got_the_moves

not_beautiful07

pixelqueen2005 (you asked me to add you but you never added me back so yeah)

shefadessofast

love__killsxx

thenandthere

vintage_blonde

Tags: friends cut

What I'm feelin' like: groggy

groggy

Tunes: SNL

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10/22/05 // 11:02 am

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the (wo)man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

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9/6/05 // 12:10 pm

I found this and well I had to post it.....

I'm from California.

-I cuss a lot.

-I say "for sure", "dude", "whatever", and "right on" and I say them often!

-I know what real cheese & avocados taste like.

-I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe and Big Bear.

-Summers are really hot, and winters are really cold. That's the way it is.

-I go to the Beach - not "down the shore" (who the fuck says that anyways?).

-I know 65 mph really means 80+.

-When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger & accept it.

-The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border).

-My governor can kick your governor's ass.

-I can go out at midnight and wear a T-shirt and shorts.

-I might get looked at funny by locals when I'm on vacation in their state, but when they find out I'm from California I turn into a greek GOD.

-I can get fresh and REAL Mexican food 24 hours a day.

-All the TV shows you "other" states watch are filmed here.

-We have In-N-Out (Arizona and Vegas are lucky we share that with them).

-I'm from California and I fucking love it....BITCHES!!!

What I'm feelin' like: awake

awake

Tunes: It's all been done By Barenaked Ladies

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8/4/05 // 12:01 pm

True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.

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